Monday, November 30, 2009

Current thoughts


Toldcha, you're still having cute rather than handsome sometimes! XD
Have a great chat with B last night, I seriously missing her tons and heaps! She's always a great sister to me!

To be frank, I'm starting to love this country as I don't know how to explain WHY? Although there's nothing special about here, not much night life except in the city for Friday and Saturday, transportation sucks, things are mostly so expensive especially food!!! Maybe is the weather which leads everything (although I still hate the Summer over here with flies buzzing you around) and their lifestyle.If you were to ask me why, I really don't have a proper reason to tell you why because it just seems to be a good place for me. I still miss my own country sometimes, miss my family and friends, miss those food and stuff, but definitely not the fucking hot humid weather as I'm an anti sweat person! LOL

Woke up today with the most awesome and sweet dream ever, I might be smiling in my sleep...who knows? Hahhaa :D Sometimes I do felt that I need some one to be more than a friend to me by caring me, showing affections, cuddles me when I felt unsecure, and always be right by my side whenever I needed them, but sometimes if things doesn't turn out like what you've expected, it gonna hurt you more deep. This is the part where I'm afraid to lose. Well, lonelyness will always be my trademark? Perhaps...

p/s: Welcome Mr.Ben to Sydney!!! Gonna meet him up 2 days later..toodles :]

3 comments:

pooh said...

it will be nice to find the mr perfect... but it is hard!!! i lvoe the cuddles and hugs and having a person to just lie on when i needed a comforting shoulder but really; don't seems to be able to find it :( maybe prayer is going to help haaa

pooh said...

it will be nice to find the mr perfect... but it is hard!!! i lvoe the cuddles and hugs and having a person to just lie on when i needed a comforting shoulder but really; don't seems to be able to find it :( maybe prayer is going to help haaa

June said...

Yea, how good if I can know who is my Mr. right and straight go for him without any hurting process then that will be perfecto! =)
Yup,maybe prayer might be useful as your Claudia big sis had found hers! :D