Motivation

For normal people, we are all motivated on doing something if we were rewarded right? Well, to be honest, I don't quite remember when was the last time I get myself motivated just to be rewarded. Maybe the reward and terms & conditions applied were too ridiculous for me to achieve. Mehh... Give you a very lame example of mine when I was young. I, or we (me and my bros) specifically, asked our dad to bring us to Penang, yeah, just another state across the sea with only one and a half hours drive from my hometown to have a short holiday. Guess what? Just a small request, but my dad just set a really stupid goal for us to achieve. Maybe is not stupid hard for you, but is kinda hard for people like me and my bros. He said: "If you guys could get Top 3 in classes, then I'll bring you guys to Penang." -.- Immediately I knew that our small little dream to Penang is like....... *Poofff* G.O.N.E. Funny right? Lol! Just you imagine if I gonna say " Can I have a trip to Europe as a vacation?" I think the answer from my dad will be " If you get a scholarship in uni and you're still the top student in every single subject then is possible for me to chip in half of your expenses to Europe!" Mehh...
But I could still remember during the time I was in High School, I joined Taekwon-Do, got so involved and my dad literally ask me to stop going for the activities. I got sad mad, and afraid as well. I think I loved Taekwon-Do so much that I actually made a deal with my dad. I told him that I will study hard and as long as I get to go for the international tournament, I'll quit after that. He agreed and I think I did study a little harder than I usually had, hahaha! Yea, I'm lame as I'm not really a study person, but hey, that time my results were slightly better than usual ok. Ahh, don't compare me with you if you're a genius like Jasmine Yow! (the top student in my High School)
At this kinda moment, I don't know what could actually motivates me. Oh, I did my tutorial homework and assignment earlier so that when Mr. Pope came over, I could spend more time with him.
Is that counted? LOL!


*off for tutorial*