Happy CNY everybody

I'm smiling and wishing human all on earth a very HAPPY HAPPY LUCKY Chinese New Year !!!

I've been neglecting my blog for quite a period of time...
Something bad struck me recently and I'm in deep shit status now...
I won't mention how bad it is but I can guarantee tell u that this is de 1st time I can feel de WORRY-ness...
I've been worrying this shit for weeks and I have a bad CNY I can tell u...not de matter of how much ang pow money I can collect this year...not how pretty I will look in my new clothes or who's gonna celebrate with me this coming Valentine's Day???
Thou I'm in de up-set mood all the while, bt I've try my very best to joke n smile 2 everyone n wish them a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR...
Y?
Very simple, because it's Happy Chinese New Year =)
I may look fine outside bt only one person saw my tears behind my wide charming smile, tatz my mum...

I rarely felt de care-ness from my parents and keep on felt frust whenever they started 2 nag me...
2day, I've learnt that parents are those on earth who won't harm you...so everything they did 2 us, I'm sure they have their reason...
Sorry mum for disappointing you so deeply, and I really thanks you very very very much from de bottom of my heart for consoling me and giving me chances thou I'm in de wrong...
What had happen is the past...no matter how ugly or how worst it is, it had happen and nothing can change it, not even God..
So what I can do is plan for de worst and hope for de best...
I can't hope de time will turn back for me 2 change de past, clock ticks and every second counts...


p.s I've learn from my mistake and accepted all punishment...
I'm here to pick myself up from my fall and I hope God will give me a chance...
I don't expect much but just some luck...
Will You give me de power and a blink of hope for me to stand?
My finger was crossed that You will~