vexed + disappointed

Those were da days when they met each other...will it be forever???

How do u define - F.R.I.E.N.D
As what I know, Friends are always stands a 2nd place in ma heart, just after ma lovely family...
Friends are always trustworthy, reliable, respectful, and helpful which I can defined.
All the while I'm so thankful that I have so many friends from different places...
We're so close 2 each other and shared all kinda topics...No matter we're from different sex, skin color or races,we could chat from twilight 2 midnight, midnight 2 dawn...from zero 2 hero...from white 2 yellow, yellow 2 black...all we do is share all things n seldom hide any secret~

BUT,
Today...
...things are no longer the same...
Friends in ma mind somehow changed into something which is so strange 2 me...
The "trust" seems like a passer-by, closing his mouth, laughing at me that I'm so dumb 2 be hopelessly devoted 2 all ma close friends, putting so much sincere heart 2 mix and treat every single of them...
Today...
The one that we know all the while...a close friend, a best friend I reckon, turn into an acquaintance literally...=(
HOW on earth this thing can happened around us???
U're one of our most trusted n reliable friend...but the things that u've done...totally disappoint us...
Y???
How on earth U can do such things to ur own best friend???
What crossed your mind at that moment?
For the sake of what?
Fun?
Horny??
Or thinking that taking advantages on us and immune from punishment because u're our best friend???
Stand out n admit it if u've done so...don't act as nothing had happen before...
I've being so denial towards the act, vexed for this two days n suffered from insomnia the whole night, but it seems like I have a perception on what I've perceived~
Gosh!!!
I just can't believe it...

p.s: Can someone tell me that he didn't?
*disappointed deeply*