Soweee

Do take care...coz i miss eu~*

Moody the whole night after receiving a call from Ah Kong...
Do I really did something wrong???
Humans are all the same, you will know how to tell ppl proper ways to behave and advice ppl to differentiate and sense the antithesis of right and wrong when you are in the 3rd party place... But when you are the main character in the act, will you be as clear as what you are doing compare 2 the directer and the audience???
Giving ppl feign hope is totally a JERK!!!
But am I that person who giving ppl feign hope???
Can u tell me am I??? *struggling to know!!!*
WTH am I doing???
Arggghhhhh~!!!!! >.<
I'm quite a picky type especially in communication, clothing, the way you talk, you act, and which Ed are you in...not to say that I'm more 2 western, but at least I'm not PDI & Co. (Pig Dog International & Co.) lolx...
I just don't like some particular Chinese songs...such as CNY songs..ahahaha...
I knew it should be a very lively song as CNY is always a festival which every Chinese goes bang bang boom!!!
2 me, CNY really is one of ma favourite festival 2 celebrate, but the song really sucks and irritates me a lot!!! XD
I can be a nice and caring friend to anyone...as long as you are 1 of the person in the friend list of mine...if not, I juz don't give a darn because it doesn't concern me at all!!!
But will I be too friendly sometimes and lead some ppl 2 misunderstand me???
Am I acting across the border???
If I really do, I'm so so so sorry to say that is my mistake, I created it accidentally and I really don't mean to hurt anyone as I know something long long time ago..." don't ever hang a person high up and throw him/she down like how a watermelon was squash by falling from a tall building..."
I know what I'm doing...and yet I'm still blur and confused with myself...and literally, I dunno what I'm doing ... *drools*
Can anybody tell me what 2 do??????? *sigh*

Gauging how other people react is crucial... it will save my headaches, heartaches and frustration.
Fortunately, I'm always been very skilled at trusting my intuition.( I feel larh...)
So when the drama around me gets too intense, I will know when to step away and be by myself....
The last thing I need to be is a bit player in someone else's soap opera of a life.
How I wish 2 let them handle the mess on their own, assumed that I didn't create it, so I shouldn't have to help clean it up.
Am I cruel 2 act like that???
Yes I am!!!
Cause I'm soft hearted...
=(